I doubt anyone's going to read this, but hey, what the heck.

I've had quite the day. I used to live in Lethbridge, and we were driving there to see some friends that I haven't seen since I was, like, 6. On the way there our car broke down, and we had to wait for two hours for someone to tow us. And I really had to pee. T__T

God...I'm feeling so crappy right now. Maybe its the stress of my tests, but I've been pretty unhappy lately.

Eeeep, I'm doing it again. Angsting online is not good. Either no one is reading it and I'll feel stupid, or people will read it and I'll feel bad for dumping my problems on them.

It's just...I don't think I've ever been so unhappy in my life. I've had a really bad year. It's probably just hormones or something, but either way...ugh. I mean, I know I'm no special case - there are a lot of other people out there who feel worse than me right now. And that really gets me. It's really sad that there are so many people who are feeling so low. It's hard to fathom that there could be so much sadness in the world.

Sorry, I don't mean to angst. Angsting is bad for your health. Screaming, on the other hand, is quite good for your health.

ARGH!!!

And with that, lets move on to more cheerful and inconsequential issues. I just have two more big tests that I'm worried about, and then I have 3 more that are small, and then I'm free~! Well, first I have to go to grad. I look so bad in dresses. ;__; Oh well,it's just one night of pain.
I plan to do as little as possible this summer. Maybe I won't even leave the house! Yay! Well, no, I will do some stuff. If I have to.
I wrote a to do list for the summer. Here it is, word for word:

-Rewatch Advent Children
-Watch random Disney movies that were found growing mold in basement
-Watch animes on Youtube: D.Gray-man, Ouran High, Buso Renkin
-FINISH STAR OCEAN, ALREADY!
-Play abandoned video games: Suikoden III, Disgaea, Dirge of Cerberus
-Start Okami! <3
-HUMAN INTERACTION
-Work on Patron God (the story I'm writing) and write short story
-Do icky summer reading
-Download copious amounts of music
-Oh yeah. And manga. Lots of manga.
-And read that manga that Order(one of my internet friends)said was good.
-Finish Bleach!
-Watch pointless videos on Youtube
-Generally do unproductive things

This should be fun.

Current Mood: Crappy
Current Music: Lithium By: Nirvana

IT WAS SO FUN!!!!!

I went to Odafest with Rena and namie. We had so much fun. ^__^ We watched the animes Ouran High School Host Club, and one that I had been eyeing for a while, D.Gray-Man. It is AMAZING. Golly gee, I pick such great animes. It's so action packed, and the art is really good.

I spent gargantuam amounts of money. I'm trying rather hard not to think of how much. *cries tears of blood* So, I got:
D.Gray-Man volumes 1 and 2
Tactics volume 1
Et Cetera volume 8
.hack//Roots anime
Tsubasa poster
Bamboo wall scroll
Gaara(Naruto) print
Tales of Symphonia print
Hikaru(Ouran High) Bookmark
L(Death Note), Riku(Kingdom Hearts), and Kakashi(Naruto) stickers
Fai(Tsubasa) plushie
Al(Full Metal Alchemist)plushie

Gosh, seeing it all up there gives me internal hemorrhaging.

We didn't eat very well. We had pie for breakfast one morning. But it was fun - we played endless video games, watched Shrek and Lion King II, and watched .hack//Liminality and Roots. Much fun. I'm gonna go watch D.Gray-Man now!

I am officially the only one who reads my journals! How pathetic. =D

Current Mood: Content
Current Music: Snow Kiss From: D.Gray-Man

Two posts in one day!! O__o Oh well.

Me, my parents, and my mom's friend Kathy were playing a game my grandpa invented called "That Stupid Game" tonight. My parents swear around me a lot which doesn't really matter to me, but Kathy was all "Gasp! You let your child hear that?" Instead, she cursed in french, because it "made her feel better." So, there was a lot of shouting out because of bad hands and drinking of wine (er...not on my part). They all ended up totally drunk (and my mom laughs A LOT when she's drunk) and they were cursing at each other, and Kathy the saint was joining right in. It was funny. And my dad made his hair stck straight up so that he looked like the abominable snowman. XD

And I lost. Miserably. 1000 points behind....T__T

Current Mood: ROFLWTFPOPLOL
Current Music: Saturday Night By: um...people

Finally, I get to post here. I have been so very busy. ;__;

So, I'm in aerospace club at school (yay, I'm a dork!) and all year we've been hosting fundraisers and dances and whatnot to raise money for flying. So, we got enough, and we were taken flying over the city in this teeny little plane. It was scary...the plane randomly drops and turns madly and...well you get the point. It was cool though...we flew right over downtown.

We're having a track and field meet on Tuesday, and I was practicing shotput. This guy in my gym class who never really talks to me came by and watched me a bit, and then said that I was doing really good andwould probably beat him. As he was leaving, I heard him whispering to his friend "Just kidding." As you can imagine, I was rather pissed. I can't wait to see the look on his face when I kick his ass at shotput on Tuesday.

Me and my mom spent the day in the city today, at Prince Island Park. It's so much fun down there. Lots of people and performers and cool sculptures. We watched a magician, and he pulled a melon out of his hat. XD It wasn't there before, and it's a little tough to subtly slip a melon into your hat, so I dunno how he did it. It was fun. When I move out, I'd like to live downtown.

Current Mood: Relaxed
Current Music: Clocks By: Coldplay

I'm useless when it comes to computers, so this is my offical testing-stuff post. So, ignore it. Yeah, you heard me. BACK OFF, BUSTER.

x___x

I was actually considering leaving it at that. But, no, I shalll elaborate.
In the past two weeks, I have had four major projects due, two large tests, and one presentation. My brains are leaking out of my ears.
I spent two full days in front of the computer doing homework, and in those days all I had to eat was a cookie. Everything is fuzzy from staring at the screen, and my back is killing me cuz I have crappy posture. I seriously need to stab someone in the eye with a pen right now.
Oh, and to top it off, we were just sitting there in social class, and I started having a mental breakdown. I just burst into tears. For no apparent reason. It kinda sucked.

So.
x___x

But for lunch, I had a chicken falafal and baklava. So its all better now.
Why yes, I am a simple creature. Why do you ask?

How do you spell viscous? vicious? visous?
XP

Current Mood: vicious. killstabcutsquish.
Current Music: Piano Man By: Billy Joel

I'm playing Star Ocean 3 right now. My god, that game has severe issues. For one thing, it steals music from Tales of Symphonia. Two of the songs I've heard are from it. One song was from Ymir Forest (I think...) and the other was from Welgaia. I was humming them before I had even heard the entire thing when it was playing in the game. Is that even legal?

Also, when you're fighting one of the Vendeeni guys, there's rap music playing in the background. I was giggling the entire time I was fighting them. Someone switched Squeenix's coffee to expresso. XD

It's such an odd game. But its fun. ^___^

One thing, though. When you leave Elicoor, either Albel, Nel, or Roger comes with you. Because of their different personalities, Squeenix would have had to change the dialog to include them from there on out. It would have taken forever. I took Albel. So, while other characters ocasionally talk to him, most of his comments are off to the side or not really affecting the storyline. They did their best, but it bugs me a bit. ^^;; Oh well, I'll live.

Albel is funny, though.

Albel: Fool, I told you this was a waste of time.
Nel:I don't remember you saying that!
Albel: Me neither.
Nel: .....

Albel: *watches nonchalantly as Fayt gets hit by a rock* Learn to dodge, fool.

And then, when he goes up a level, he does the classic evil laugh. "MWAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!" So funny. XD

That game is rather amusing.

Current Mood: Amused XD
Current Music: Sanagi By:Suga Shikao

I'm playing Star Ocean right now. My god, I get lost a lot. Therefore, I've wracked up 22 hours of play, and I've only just gotten Albel. As you can imagine, my level is obscenely high. O__o

I HATE FAYT'S VOICE. Half the time, he sounds like he has a severe cold, and the other half he sounds gay. When he attacks, he goes "Outta my way!" and I have this vision of a gay guy knocking people over with his purse to be the first one at a sale. No joke. Every time. O___O 

And when he screams "WHO AM I??" later in the game, it was impossible to be all moved and shocked and stuff because something big had just happened in the game.  All I could think of  was "Fayt, blow your nose."

His voice actor also plays Kadaj. No WONDER that guy bugged me, even though he was so cool! O__<

Apparently Albel is played, yet again, by Crispin Freeman. He's a great actor (LOTR and Pirates) and he's a great voice actor (TOS, .hack//GU), but Crispin is the most unfortunate name on Earth. I'm sorry, but it makes me hungry.

AGH!!! The printer just stated printing for no apparent reason. O______O *pokes* Are you haunted?

Anywho...pickle out.

Current Mood: Lazy
Current Music: China Rose By: Aikawa Nanase

My parents are forcing me to go to our cabin this weekend. Our cabin is fun and all, but in the winter, THERE'S NOTHING TO DO. There's not even snow. And its too windy and cold to walk all over the place. And, obviously, the lake is frozen over, but still to thin to walk on. Augh. ;__; Now I know what they mean by cabin fever...I'm gonna go crazy having to spend that much time with my parents.

Last night, I stayed up really late playing Star Ocean. I DESPISE THE SHRINE OF KADDAN WITH A DEEP AND BURNING PASSION. God, I hate that place. I got so bloody lost (but then, it doesn't take much for me to get lost) and I was below on levels so I got slaughtered by the monsters and had to go aaaaaaall the way back to Aquios to get healing items. And it's really long. And Maria SUCKS. Stupid Maria. AND I still don't have Albel. O__< What a pain.

The other day, I agreed to babysit four kids after school for two days. They're 4, 7, 11, and 12. I'm gonna be like OMG I'M MISSING ONE! when I'm watching them. What have I gotten myself into? This had better pay well.

Current Mood: Bitter
Current Music: Cabin Fever By: Some really bad disco guy >__>

Today I was hanging from a ladder at school, and then it fell down and squished me. ;__;

Current Mood: ded x__x
Current Music: Fat Chocobo Theme from FFIII. GAAAH! SO ANNOYING!